Sunday, May 15, 2016
Tumbling Through the Years
This month makes the 6 year anniversary of creating this blog. That also makes 9 years of disordered behavior. I've had my eating disorder for half of my life. I'm not sure how that makes me feel but saying it like this is a shocker. It's been my personal drama, my secret, my other half for so long. When something has grown with your personality, been the core of your life, been the only thing that you can hold on to for comfort during the years where you must learn to cope as an adult, how can someone expect me to tear it out of my life? This is why everyone has "given up" at trying to make me eat or recover. I can't separate myself from my so-called illness. It's my life, it always has been.
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ReplyDeleteHey dear. Well actually you can! But first of all you have to desire to! Im 22 years old (I'm. Old haha) and I started with Anorexia at 9 years old.me and my family, we didn't think I'll make it to 18 years old. And thanks God here u
ReplyDeleteI am. And I don't think thanthat one day you just "get over" all of this .but you learn how to handle it and one day you desdecide tostart respecting and taking care of your body and then you start taking your life back..it was so hard from me...like ok, I survived one year more and now what? And then try to find out "who I am?" Nut it it's possible
Hey dear. Well actually you can! But first of all you have to desire to! Im 22 years old (I'm. Old haha) and I started with Anorexia at 9 years old.me and my family, we didn't think I'll make it to 18 years old. And thanks God here u
ReplyDeleteI am. And I don't think thanthat one day you just "get over" all of this .but you learn how to handle it and one day you desdecide tostart respecting and taking care of your body and then you start taking your life back..it was so hard from me...like ok, I survived one year more and now what? And then try to find out "who I am?" Nut it it's possible